Things To Give Up...

Hello all today I am in the library of my school and my facebook account is temporarily down which makes this time extremely boring.  I figured I would go on my next favorite website, stumbleupon.  I was stumbling all over the place when I found this website with interesting ideas.  For example, there's lists that can help you through life, like 50 Questions That Will Free Your Mind or 50 Things You Need To Give Up Today.  I am on the giving up list.  I have committed to giving some things up today after reading this list, don't worry it's not alcohol.
Today I am giving up:
1. Dwelling on the past and worrying too much about the future. I am guilty of dwelling on the past too much, I often wonder if I made the right decisions about things.  I go over every decision I've made over and over in my head, it's a curse sometimes but a blessing other times. 
2. Give up holding grudges.  I hold grudges, I will admit it.  I just cannot seem to get over some things and I let them get to me every day.  Stupid things too, like say one of my friends saw my pillow on the ground in their drive way.  I obviously dropped my pillow schlepping all my stuff into her house that she couldn't possibly help me with.  She sees my pillow there and does not let me know that it's outside on the filthy ground until an hour later, I will never get over this and it is so stupid.  Maybe today is the today when I forgive her.
3. Give up habits that are foolish.  TEXTING AND DRIVING LAUREN!  I can't seem to separate my blackberry from my hand at all.  Sooner or later I'm not going to have a hand anymore just a blackberry.  It's horrible that I text and drive, I know I really do and it is so dangerous.  Texting and driving is behind me from today on!
4. Give up relationships with people who bring you down.  I can't even elaborate on this, just going to leave it at that.
5. Give up thinking about the things you don't have.  I always do this, I should appreciate all of the things I do have because I know some people are not as lucky as I am. 
So there's five things I am giving up today, hopefully these five things will make me a better person.

Last night, me and three of my roommates had the most intense/scary/soft porn photoshoot ever.  Courtney is going to be a photographer I'm pretty sure and she's in photography classes at school so we are sometimes her models (me mostly because I'm so stunning).  So anyway, Lan Lan just had to take this photoshoot to the next level, of course she has to take all of her clothes off and put a  belt around her boobs, typical.  I'm overexaggerating, she had underwear on, heels, and the belt.  This was very entertaining and very time consuming.  Courtney took some really beautiful pictures of me and my tattoos.  Here's just a little sample of me and my tattoo on my ribs.

I look good right?  I know I do.

Today guess what I woke up to, besides my roommate screaming at the other one and then dropping her mirror to make a huge ruckus.  Yep you guessed it construction men jack hammering at 6 AM!  If there's one sound I love to wake up to it's most definitely jack hammers!  Anyway it's raining and I have to go sit through a two hour class.  Oh well, we still have electricity don't worry! 

Bye for now!